Tuesday, October 16, 2012

look into me


Soul searching..

 

As a subjective side of me, people don’t know the real me. Most of m close friends know when it comes to my problems I’m a very closed off person. I’m deep and don’t open up easily to people. Me as a person likes to live under a mask. To explain that statement more is I will smile everyday and make jokes, people will never see that there’s something wrong but actually it’s just something I pretend so that no one see the hurt. Yes my emotions and perceptions have change thru the year but I stick to not opening up and bother other people with my feelings.

 

My parents provided me with the necessary guidelines to have my own freedom and make my own decisions from a very small age. In school I was always seen as the jock with the ordinary friends but I learned that it won’t intimidate me and stand in m path to future.  People tried to knock me down but strength was given to just get me back on my feet. It taught me to never give up; if you do you will get nowhere in life. My values and morals is something that is very important to me, and in a way I have to associate with people who have the same view as I have. People change when they leave high school but I found a few in my university class who is real and genuine and have an positive influence on my life, people who I can fall back to when I need them the most.

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